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(made by bridals )


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Yesterday was the best day of my life. And I'm not exaggerating. You wanna know why? Because I met Lisa Edelstein. In the flesh. (Oh and made some new friends ♥).

( I can die happily now )

Shamelessly snagged from akemi16

Guess the Song:
Step 1. Put your playlist on random.
Step 2. Post the first line from the first 50 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing. (You can skip songs that are instrumental.)
Step 3. Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
No googling.

( Here you go )

Well to cut a long story short, about 5 weeks ago, I discovered this post @ cuddelstein and as I actually had some money for a change, I decided to bid on it.
Never in a million years did I think I'd actually win the auction. But I did.
Afterwards I was so hyper, you have no idea.
Lisa Edelstein's dress. As in "she wore it" "she bought it". I could not believe I soon would own something she once owned and WORE.
I was so hyper the following days and told everybody what I had "won".

Ok, since the dress was shipped from California to Germany (I live in Austria now, but I had the dress sent to Germany as I stayed there, when the dress was supposed to arrive. And my housemate was not home either, so they would have returned it, something I wanted to avoid at all costs, ofc) I knew it would take some time.
Yeah, guess what. I left for Vienna and the dress still hadn't been delivered.
In total it took three weeks for it to arrive. (I left two days before it did, that's what I call timing).
My mom sent it to Austria and it arrived on Monday.
But I was not able to get it, apparently it was stored somewhere else and I was so mad, as I was told I would be able to pick it up the same day).
So I had to wait until Tuesday which was like the worst timing, as it was the day after the break-up.
Nevertheless, I got it and bridals with whom I'd watched the ep, was there when I opened it, filmed me during the process and took some pictures of me in it.

( Video + pictures )

I just downloaded Coldplay's "The Scientist", as I have two covers but not the original.
(bc it is on my list of "House/Cuddy break-up songs ;__;)
And this is worth sharing.
Well, I was looking for the song and when the results appeared, I was about to click at the first suggestion, as the ratings were pretty good.
Then I looked at the album title and died: House Cameron.



Like seriously? I was laughing so hard (and beginning to think that there really is a plot going on) and ended up downloading another one.
Because I just can't download a song that has the words "House" and "Cameron" somewhere in the album title.
I just can't.

On a side note, I had a skype conversation with my mom yesterday and told her all about the break-up.
(Her reaction was something like: Seriously? OMG!)
She watches House and likes House/Cuddy, though she is not as dedicated as I am, lol.
Haha and as I was telling her my concerns about where there might be going with this show, she just said:
"You know, when you create fictional characters and work with them day after day, you might end up hating them eventually."
Mom, ilu. I am beginning to think she is right :(, but we still have 8 more episodes until the finale, so I won't stop hoping.

House. I have no words.
I did not expect this. And the "reactions" (meaning Ausiello, DS, Hess & Friedman) do not really help.
The episode itself? I guess I have to rewatch it after everything has fully sunken in.
But I won't accept it's over. Not like this.
Srsly, that is everything we'll ever get? Ugh, I feel so discontent (also about where this relationship was going) and like they were missing so many opportunities.
I will try to focus on everything they had and still have, all these moment...and that they still love each other but ugh, I AM SAD.
I SEE HIS FACE AND ALL THE FEAR IN IT. I HEAR HER CRY AND FEEL LIKE MY HEART IS BREAKING AGAIN.
I FEEL LIKE SOMEONE BROKE UP WITH ME AND I KNOW I AM OVERREACTING BUT I CAN'T HELP IT.
(it does not help that last week was extremly crappy.)

The dress is here. It arrived yesterday, actually, but I went to the post office two times and they were telling me that they would get it on Tuesday (=today).
(I was so fucking pissed, apparently it was stored somewhere before it was delivered to my nearest branch. But why do you tell me I could pick it up it when I can't?)
Shitty moment for it to arrive, but I flailed nevertheless.
bridals (who watched the ep with me as well) filmed me (while I opened the package) and took some pictures of me in the dress.
(It fits! Except for the clevage XDDD O___O I hate my non-existent boobs.)
I will post them later. It feels highly inappropriate to do so now. And I am not in the right mood either.
But I'll show you.

GUYS GUYS GUYS OK. I CAN'T EVEN FUNCTION PROPERLY. YOU KNOW WHY? BECAUSE I NOW OWN A DRESS THAT WAS WORN BY THE BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT LISA EDELSTEIN. I BOUGHT IT AT AN AUCTION AND MY HEART ALMOST EXPLODED BECAUSE I WAS SO AFRAID I WOULDN'T GET IT. THEY WILL SEND IT TO ME. IS THIS MY FREAKING LIFE? SHE WORE IT. OH GOD I AM TOTALLY CRAZY BUT IT WAS WORTH IT. I AM TRYING TO CALM DOWN BUT I CAN'T. LIKE SERIOUSLY? HER DRESS? IOREJVOIREJBOIJ
(here's the link: http://www.clothesoffourback.org/product_info.php?products_id=4532 --> I should fit in (hopefully) haha if I will ever wear it nnjfioewjgoirejbgtobjö)

Ok, here comes the downer (just a small one). I had to use a credit card, which is not much of a problem as I have my own, but it's my mother's money. I have enough money on my own bank account, otherwise I wouldn't have bought it, but they charged the card --> my mother's bank account.
And I didn't want her to know that I spent about 220 € (300 $...yes) on a single dress "just" because it was worn at an event by my favorite actress.
My mother is a very understanding person, but she doesn't get this kind of commitment, I fear, and I don't want her to think I am crazy (I know she does that already lol), so I wrote her an e-mail earlier, telling her they charged the credit card and that I will transfer the money asap. (I didn't even tell her what I bought, lol O__O)
To be honest, I am afraid of her reaction, at least I am nervous. Though there is no real reason for that, she will get her money back and I CAN afford it (and won't be broke afterwards), but maybe it is because we have a close relationship, I don't want her to think that I completely lost my mind now and am irresponsible, etc.
MEH.

BUT OMG I WILL GET THE DRESS. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. FUCK YEAH.
edit: Unlocked now.

Thought long and hard about it, but I finally made a friends cut.
If I cut you then it's because we barely talked or never really clicked.
Please remove me from your flist as well. No hard feelings were intended.
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